Him that I'm Not Supposed to Love

So I met him.

Him that I'm not Supposed to Love

A risky relationship...

am I willing to risk it?

To be honest,

I don't know...

I'm not sure about it as well

we haven't even start!

All this time,

I thought I'm certain for

things i should hold

and let go...

But him...

Because of him,

I'm starting to waver

I feel like I'm drowning

in the ocean of confusion

If I chose him,

will 'us' have a happy ending?

like a fairy tale that we often read?

or at least...

just like a normal couple?

laughing,

chatting,

eating,

arguing... 

like a normal couple!

Hey!

can we manage things out

or...

being unhappy because of society

?

If you read this,

I wonder how will you respond

should i stop this feeling

or...

should i continue liking you?

but...

is this even the right thing?

even if one of us tries to change to fit in,
is the change really for our best?
or our worst?